my first munny

yes, i am an old lady.

how did i spend my friday night? on the couch knitting my first hat. its not bad, a little small, but whatev. one step closer to yelling at small children from my stoop.

ohhps

guess that 15 pounds isnt happening any time soon. like how my donut matches my outfit?

things i want right now

-that pink polka dotted swimsuit i saw yesterday
-buckets of money
-a boy.
-my "fairest of them all" tattoo
-the suitcase i saw at the flea market yesterday
-my lemon tree to grow
-a soda
-something wonderful to eat
-a life on the beach
-a real bed
-a chair for my front porch so i can sit and read
-to lose 15 pounds
-a donut
-a backyard with a pool
-a new non messy day planner
-to crawl into bed for a few days and come out with everything fixed

whats a girl to do?

so stressed. . .cant think straight. . .i dont even know how i've been making rent these last couple of months. dumb luck or something. tax returns. but those dont come every month and now i'm screwed. i just dont know. i sound like a baby. this is ridiculous. im so mad at myself for being dumb. if i had just gotten a real job after school, i wouldnt be in this mess. so tired of doing nothing with my life. so mad at myself.

why am i not yet a guerrilla artist yet?

so i bought this book months and months ago. the guerrilla art kit. its full of amazing ideas to make the world not necessarily a better place, but a funner, more interesting place for sure. and i was so excited about it. i wrote inspirational slogans on hundred of post its to randomly put places and brighten someones day. where are they now? still sticking to the inside of the book. whats stopping me from being this person who makes an impression, even if it is a small one? anyways, i've been re-inspired, so hopefully soon there will be more posts of my guerrilla art, and less of my whining.

buttons, buttons, everywhere!

i love buttons more than anything. so i make them.

hello world

it took some kicking and screaming to get here, but here i am. ready?